return ? for real?

woohoo.
i am in love. and i am so much in love...good or bad? heh.
oh well updates for the past 3 mths is that i found my love one! hehe
yes. so i ve been busy dating, studying, settling my assignments and
the notorious HRM project.

hoho ho.. the exams are here and mugging is especially tough.
besides that, the absence of someones presence made me uneasy.
i guess i am having a lack of sleep cos i was buying my self a milo
at this vending machine @nie. i was with MC at that time and i remb i see
my self pressing the button which is underneath milo. what came out was the
worst milo i have eva tasted.. it tasted like tea.. the n MC remarked.. u
said milo.. but u pressed the button beside it.. * seems like my parallex
error is horriblE!


baby surprised me with her new look. hee. it was pretty attractive!

maturity

talk about maturity..
interesting.
few days back someone said to me.. i seem to have matured abit..
i think so too.
now, im left thinking i haven even done so , nt even abit..



i know my feelings.............
and i hate them.........
and i display my mood on my face........
thats me.....
and i do a bad job at hiding them.......
but thats me......
simple to the extend that someone could actually read me like a book

random

nitez out at DOuble O with the usual kakis. but managed to get jing wen to joined up with us. hahah think my jc classmate must have been utterly shocked by the things my friends do . hahaha.
gt to thank her for being so nice to come down all the way from home for a short while at my invitation.

spent a good nite out, talking and dancing over drinks.
but, ya, too many late nites isnt good for me. hahaha
i m goin to die of lack of slp soon

read corde's blog, gt tagged..... hmmmmm and i supposed to tag someone else?hahhaha.. *frustrating.


current state of mind= 乱

i wonder how i wonder why

sometimes i wonder, for why things are the way they are
so blurry and so fake.
sometimes i find myself in a dilemna,
without any idea what i want.
everything is changing in life,
and making up our own ending makes us in control.

sometimes we look at our life and wonder,
and this is where we reflect upon the lives we lead

movies.

weeee. haven been updating here for almost a mth. eewww. thats long.
hahaha
did canvassing with mr chris and ah feng at police academy.
one old bitch was like nagging at how we couldnt write on a ping pong ball with a ball point pen.

very irritating bitch.
oh well. generally the canvassing was simple and a brainless job.
after the job, headed over to marina square to meet up with cuiting and her bud yanli to watch Xmen 3. both of us were "aeroplane" by our buddies when they told us to watch together,but instead go watch themselves without us. -_-xx
very very disappointing to know that.
anyway, hear all the reviews bout xmen 3 from frenz, and truly it was a bit disappointing, but i do enjoy the show quite alot.
was quite disappointed i miss the ending credits cos i heard theres another short clip at the end of it. Grrrr..

met up with another of cuiting bud, jean and the 4 of us headed over to lau pa sat to eat.
hot and spicy sambal kang kong, bbq sting ray,bbq chicken wings, satay, carrot cake . hahahah kewl man.
unfortunately i do not wan to go dinner with so many Char bos any more.. when they talk.. they talk n talk n talk.. n i can oni. .orh. orh. with an ocassionally reply of : oh really.?
hahahhaah
oh well , but it was a nice outing.

headed over to meet up with cordelia, hahahah , very unique.. n interesting. neva have i seen a gal eat fries with chilli in the manner she did. hahaha. even when yoshi, i m intrigued by her actions. hahahaha
oh well , watched the movie:the nun. wasnt worth the 9.50 spent. a horror movie where by theres a ghost, but turns out the stupid ghost isnt a ghost. and theres no ghost infact.. oh well very lame.


so frenz, dun watch the nun. it ll make u nutS

My Da jie da.

met up with My Da Jie, Jermaine aka Ms germ. hahah.
couldnt take the fact that she was late... when i complained.. she promptly brought up the fact that i once let her wait for an hour plus.. grr.. that time i missed the stop at beauty world and ended up at hwa chong.


had dinner with her and her colleague at S11 . hahah my da jie is a pretty siao lady. things that come out of her mouth are sometimes sensible but at times CRazy!
fancy her doing that short toungue-d speech in the public and laughing out loud.
haha. and to think that she actually said..i ve changed since i last met her.. hahaha, did i? perhaps.

had a pool session at my fav amk hang out, kpool , before sitting down for drinks and we spent our evening talking. hahah and thank her for her good advices or rather tactics. hahaha. and i learnt a new term from the both of them BMW.
haha

upDATessss on the life of ah xiong...

and so. being evea stress by my work, managed to get mr ee out with me to play pool.. met up with ee at amk k pool- my fav hang out in amk. hahaha. just the two of us playing was so bored. especially when both of us are guys. so we decided we needed company.. a female companion. in the end, we called up serene and cuiting to join us... hahaha but when every one came, weve gt a crowd of 5 cos weijie..de army guy managed to find time to accompany his fren serene.

hence the 5 of us played and then went over to the amk S11 to makan and talk..basically spent time diggin up on mr ee s love interest. hahaha. and talkin bout one anothers..
serene and weijie left midway ard 2 while the 3 of us chatted all the wae till close to 330.. it was nice remembering wad we used to do in secondary.. wondering how come we aint close to one another den.. but yet now we are coming out together to chill out and relax.. well we parted we made plans to come out on saT nite.



SATurDAy nite ..
cuiting managed to get car from her bro-in-law. heehe. GUUdda. tat means we ve gt transport for the nite. so no place aint impossible for us to get to. planned to have dinner initially together, the 3 of us.. hong cheng as usual..go chee hong some gal and couldnt be bothered to come and join us. and mr family ee called off dinner sayin he is eating STeamED CHICKEN @ home..
-_-''
had a urge to chew his chicky neck off at one pt..
anyway, cuiting came and picked me up ard 8 then we headed off to ee's place to fetch him.. thought it was goin to be a clean nite. but ee bought some things.. : o . ehem.
oh well. cuiting was tellin us about this interesting place she wanted to bring us too.. some thai disco pub. hmmmm nt really a nice place to be in.. at firs.t. wasnt so used to the place. especially when the complex is filled with FOREIGNERS! hahaha..
wanted to get cuiting to get out but she made us stay by nt moving away from heR SEAT! GRrrr. .. but.. eventually , the place filled up and the live band was entertaining though singing was a bit off. lol.. interesting to hear the thai sing chinese.. and canto..

headed over to pool fusion around 130 and stayed there till around 330.... hahah that arrogant cuiting.. finally gt a taste of my skill.. though i embarassingly lost to her on fri.. by 4:1/ what the hell.. 2nd gal in life to win me by such a margin.. one of my worst daes... nvm.. gt back at her on SAT. hahah. so REMb. dun get so proud GAL!




gt back home at 4plus.. dead tired and ZZzzzz