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finally a lng week of quizzes is over. been so stressed up during and after the break..total of 7 quizzes coming up.. before and after. nt good when u haven been in time with the lectures and tutorials.


workload is getting kinda heavy, 2 lab reports coming up and another 2 quizzes. hahaha . dunno wads going to become of me .. maybe i ll become siao kia.

DisGuise

kinda like this song by lene marline very much..lyrics are quite meaningful.



Disguise
Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
Are you waiting for the day
when your pain will disappear
when you know that it's not true
what they say about you
you could not care less about the things
surrounding you
ignoring all the voices from the walls

headaches

having a headache with my IA. cant seem to know what i am supposed to do.
haiz.had a pretty boring weekend. thought i ll be spending quality time with 3017 but nothing seems to be goin into my head.......... kinda sian about that..
and i think my hair colour looks weird on me.. bad choice.. haiz. im a brown bear now. hahahhaa

none.. im shifting.. ")

had my hospital visit yesterday. hahah its really interesting to see different kinds of ppl whenever i m heading to/out of AH. haaha lets begin with the number of physios. the sports clinic has increased number of physios and trainie physios. hahah lotsa eyecandy to go about. okie. my physio therapist sharon has told me that i might be able to get my feet on the tread mill in another 2 weeks time if i continue with my sessions twice a week.. yipee.. n .. haiz. at the same time.. after 2 weeks.. which means after the recess, ill be having lotsa quizes.. where gt time....???

hmmm nonetheless im enjoying my physio sessions already. hahaha lotsa victims from sports activities.plenty of interesting things to see wad happend to them and the things they go thru.
im nt a sadist though.
ok.. today i just realise how some teenagers or ppl cant seem to understand the reason of queueing and the lack of respect for senior citizens. cutting queue for the bus just when theres so many ppl...doesnt they have a sense of shame..or integrity.? pretty irritating to me....

okie. nt everyone is so bad.was on a bus back to skool
there was this lady on bus 198 sitting behind me.
she was reading comics... hahaha.. think it was some detective conan comic.
a kid/guy came up after several stops down the road.
he was different. attended special skool i think.
he sat next to the lady after boarding the bus.
and wad amuses me was that the lady struck up the conversation all the way from bouna vista till tat boy alights at jurong west... kool.
it really warms up ppls heart.. *grinz.

how often would one pick up a conversation with a stranger next to u. on a bus ride?