living

been having this thought lately..
what am i doing in life..?
seriously , i dont think i have got the answer for that right now.

as i walk along the school campus. seeing how serious ppl are in their work, i am wondering what the hell i am doing.. at work and in life.
iam wandering about aimlessly.it kinda sux....
i have been living within a cloud of cover.... so thick that i didnt know where i am . where i was... what s my purpose in life.


ya... whats my purpose in life? in the past, i have my own small little checkpts or aims in life. gettin smoothly into secondary skool, JC .. uni...
and now finally here i am in university and ... what the hell am i doing..?yeah.. what the hell am i doing..

been missing lectures... lost in time....
i am without any aims.. i have have simply lost my drive...
its like im simply living life a day as it passes at the moment...

crap..its a vomittin gal on the screen at the moment
creepy....


anyway.im simply sick of living life as it is at the moment.