puzzle.

bried updates in the life of be@r
-wound opened- bleeding...
-polyclinic -change dressing
-finding that missing puzzle in life-by tonight...
-stale...
-end......

white

well well, this is the second visit to the hospital this week alone. Theres more visits to come. haiz. so sian. Anyway, todays' visit was to remove my stiches.nt really a pleasant trip.. waited for an hour to see the doc to remove my stitch. i dun think my wound is not doing well cause during the removal of my stitch, the doctor says i ve got an infection. why does it have to happen during the past 2 days before the appointment.. haiz.to think my wound was still fine 2 days back. anyway, got a week supply of anti-biotics to makan. this time round, the tablets is the biggest i ve ever swallow so far to the best of my knowledge.
oh well .. theres more visit to follow... have to see the doc for assesment of my condition. and theres the other 2 visits to the sports rehabilation centre for my knee strengthening. tiring.. i think if this goes on. i might fall in love with the hospital.......

day 1 of physio

wow.. after a sleepless nite.. i had to make my way over to Alexandra Hospital again. This time it is for my first physio treatment at the sports clinic. i came in from the main lobby of the hospital only to realise that the clinic i was supposed to be at aint the one i usually visit for physio treatment before my surgery. it was at the other end of the place. In the end i had to spend 10 min slowly making my way through the hospital n roads to get to my intended destionation. Nowadays, its such a chore to actually walk. In fact i cant really walk normally. Well, at least not without the aid of cluthes.

So, finally met my new physio therapist. Like they say, looks can be deceiving. Despite looking petite and with a face that seem so nice, i am about to suffer at her hands. Firsly, she made me realise how far i was away from my goal of being able to run. Worst thing was.. i couldnt even straighten my knee and lift it up without feeling my knee is going to snap.
okie. so i did some simple excercise on the small bed and the machines. But what is going to happen next is terrible. they made me sit on the bed and place a device attached to my thighs with tape. One attendant adjusted the device meant to transmit electric pulses to my leg.at first the sensation wasnt so bad, just a tickling pricking sensation. Along came my therapist, and she said ," its not meant for you to relax , this is not massage u know." then she started adjusting is higher and higher. "okie?" she asked. But still she keep adjusting it higher till i buay tahan and cried"ouch.." walau. she set it so high.. every time the device is activated my leg literally flew up . involuntary contraction of my muscle. sucks. In all, i had to endure 15 min .. 15 shocks.. terrible.

anyway, the treatment was so tiring.. i slept straight away after i gt home.. haiz. im missing out on a lot of fun... this holiday really is yucky.

monopoly

thanks to my secondary skool buddies.. xiao zhang, zi jian and weehao for accompanying me today. hahah had alot of fun with them playing monopoly over at my place.. hmmmm thanks guys.. i think i ll be bored to death if not for your company.. heee.. oh yar. thanks for all those goodies. u all brought over.. hahah. hope to see more of you guys.. dammn i hate queen ast. park... hotel..

: )

feeling real bored these days. i couldnt really do much at home because of my condition at the moment.

my daily routine consists of washing up, sleeping, getting online, eating and watching tv...very no life at the moment

evangeline called a while back, it was really nice to be able to chat with her. hahaha. relieves me off my boredom. shes one interesting person i think i can neva get bored when talkin to . hmm well, if ur reading, relac n kool it. hahaha.

uncivilised

was i being uncivilised in my last post? hahah i myself dont really think so.hahah. but if theres any need for a warning..fret not. i will do so in the future.

hmm got woken up from my wonderful dream by Ms yunxi. haha well, here i am unable to sleep after that.. anyway.. congratulations on getting into hall12 hahaha.
well hope u get to be roomie with lq.

after math

well. i remb laying on that green bed.. partially exposed.. hmm one doc ask me to breathe into some apparatus.. so i was like... sniffing away.. thinking i might fall asleep.sniff* for a min.. and the doc saes "now we are putting something in. you might experience... .....blah bl\ah.. then." wth.. i was breathin so deeply like an idiot for a min? hahaha.. nvm. aniwae i gt knocked out.. 2 1/2hrs past before i was awoke..

anyway.. its been day 4, feelin betta. but my leg still hurts as much. haiz. hahaha.. Pangtsung, Rin , Xiling and Zhiliang dropped by to visit me and entertain me with mj yesterday. hahaha...
so nice of them to drop by.. esp when i m dying of boredom lyin down every day.. haiz.
unfortunately.. my photos from last time were ravaged by the 2 gals.... arghhhh...

just went down to the polyclinic to have my dressing changed. hmmmm somehow feelin im gettin betta. but... the leg still hurts and.. esp when i tried lifting my knee.. argh..misery.. i gt to learn to walk all over again...

: )

back... back from my operation today . well feeling restless. itchy.. and painful
hahah.well. i m glad all is well.. jus didnt liket the feelin of being confined within a bed or area.
aniwae , came online to post this to let all my friends know that im doing well.. at least for now with my supplies of painkillers. lolx..
yeah. motion is hard... passing motion is even more difficult than i thought.. bathing is even worst . i cant even bathe.. hahaha
well update u ppl more about my condition another day . dun like to to k so much at the moment

the day before

pretty hectic week begining with the subject registration. hahaha. heres a brief update. went over to Rin's place for mj wif kaimin and her fren weimin.. horrible are they. hahah all experts and im a noobie. hahaha.. thank god losses for that dae aint so bad.
spend 3 hours plannin for the time table on monday.. yet on the day it self stars screwed up..
pretty annoyed at wad happened. leaving me without a subject at the end of the excercise. end up i had to go back to skool early this morning to submit my yellow form aka request for help form.
hahaha. think i got my timing wrong.. ended up arriving too early and having to spend my time in the arcades at jp.

met up with rin in the afternoon and her shopping spree neva ceases.. haha... had lunch at sakae . buffet. this is the 2nd time in 2 weeks.. think i seriously gt phobia of sushi if this keeps up. after having sushi. went over to the arcades..think that was going to be the last few games on time crisis2 before my op tmr..

hmmm i feel weird. cos.. i dislike the feelin of nt being able to move about freely.. thats my oni dislike about it..

haiz... : ) had a good day today.

tileS. choco.

went over for a tile session over at rin's place along with yihAN. hahah.. was quite a fun session whereby rin eventually made all 3 pay up
hahaha. couldnt believe her luck when she won wu tai twice in a row?! haiz
hahah luckily we were playing it small. if not. think i ll be supa broke instead of my fortunate loss of a mere 60 cents. lolx.

had a fonde? was that wad it was called? hahah ani that was the first time i had it at haagen-dazs though i did hear of it from my fren before. indeed nt worth the money for serving of two cos the oni thing extra was another place of icecream... maybe a serving of one was suffi.

tried a new dish at the food court. bbq suba fish. hahah quite nice. but the beansprouts wasnt to my liking... gosh. im spendin lotsa on food n desserts. hahah there goes my jfjh.

outing day!

slept real late this morning and woke up at 6. practically had less than 4 hours of slp after subtracting the time awoken by the rentless mosquitoes squad in my bedroom.. forgt to close my windows again. :(

weather is bad this morning. thank god i came out early and avoided the heavy downpour. hahah this shall nt dampen the mood for outings today. practically gt to travel much today.. having to get to skool to print and submit a report.. get back to sembawang for lunch with dipmates.. hahah heng didnt go oub building , if nt i ll be eating air instead cos they aint gt the buffet thingie on weekdays. after which think i will be meeting my vm frenz for movie.

just finished printing my report in lab . but guess i ll spend some time surfing away since the meeting time is in another 1 1/2 hr time.. sian .hahaha. got to spend alot of time with frenz out in the streets this week n the next....

feeling happy !

smiling happily 

me n jin pin 

jinpin doing the bottle dance 

many heads together?!! 

my design and innovation lab mates 

dip

finally gt the time to upload some of the photos i ve taken with my dip mates on mon after our presentation. hahah its been nice workin with a whole bunch of them.. well most of them at least . hahah. they are one nice bunch of ppl. really glad that our group was small to begin with. if not.. we wouldnt have bonded that well . haha.

got a shock when we heard from our supervisor that we ranked 2nd among the 7 teams in grp 1 that was competing for the competition.. it was a relief that we didnt get into the finals. yet.. a regret in some sense cos we where so close . hahah.. nevertheless i guess our presenter and demonstrater 2 did a good job.

its coming to the end of my one month of dip already. gt to miss this bunch of great fellows. cant wait for the meal with all of them tmr at sakae. hahaha. shit.. im supposed to be having JFJH.. yet im indulging in food fes... chum liao..

lol

tat aside, i have also began to settle my most bothering stuff in my life at the moment. hahaha.. but its goin to be over soon. gt to do the things i like doing most.. while i still have the chance.pool billard... soccer basketball tennis? hahah perhaps.. walking.. yeah. i shud take a walk

WEird dREams, demos...reports

had a weird n interesting dream this morning. hahha. wonder if it was because im too stressed out over the deadlines n presentations. nevertheless, it was one dream that was so tiring.. hahaha. i actually ran after a person in it. hahahaa....

did my part for the demonstration session earlier in class at noon. felt it was done quite badly.. didnt really go as well as i had planned or wished... kinda forgtten n gt caught in some unforeseen circumstances and it actually made me forget wad i m supposed to sae.. stupid motor.. it jus went round and round when i operate it.. when it shud have been stationary.. made me lose a few seconds staring at it.. before proceeding on with wads left to sae. haiz.. i think.. i did a bad job. hahhaa.. luckily i wasnt the last speaker. he gt grilled.. like a pieceof meat over a hot flame. hahahhahaa



haiz . weekends are here once again.. dun know wad to do .. kinda boring. haha as usual , i m boring... oh well, guess i could just hang around at home.. or at the library to do my report. NT really a good way to spend the weekend.. but.. still , cant be he;lped.