weekly update

was depressed with lotsa stuff this week. mylife..

disappointed with my life.. my wellbeing. people around me.... and MYSELF

was especially depressed after wed AH visit. and i sort of went window shopping.. first time in my life i go window shopping myself.. boring.... hahahahh haiz. wads happening man.
nt a bad idea to go though cos i actually saw a pair of adiddas shoes tat i quite like.
after shoppin went over to jp as well.. walk walk.. play arcade..
i guess im wasting my life away.. hahahah sucky



couldnt hit the books with event later at nite .. exam supper.
any way it was a bad nite.. gt a piece of news tat was bad.. someone died..oh well though i dunno him tat well i dun like tthe fact that it might be self induced..
that made me depressed even more.. i just gt something bout deaths.. seen enough of it in ns... think i just couldnt get over deaths.. thats y .. one shud live life . n love life
TREASURE LIFE..... HAIZ. I DUNNO LA.

thursday..
headed over to AH again. met up with physiotherapist to discuss my condition... nt so rosy..
aniwae thankfully no electric simulation by her..
went out with WJ. played pool and drank..
puked for the first time in life under the influence of alcohol.
hmmm..dunno.its a once a blue moon thingie tat i go out and drink with frenz. cam e back to hall.. think i wandered to the toilets in a zig zag fashion.. lotsa neighbours were looking at me weirdly i think.. but gues s i didnt care tat time..
pT said i looked fierce and i bo hiu him when he call me...
hmm where gt ? im such a friendly guy whahahahaha.. im rite? hmmm
so .. to my friends who saw me in hall or .. ppl tat noe tat i drank .. i m not a drinker.. nt alcoholic.. na na




friday
ms rin was so sick today.. she was running a high fever.
its kinda interestingto see/peek at how she ate her medication
kinda first time seeing ppl take their medication in this manner. wahahaha
headed over to jw funeral wake.
its kinda unbelievable that someone just left like tat
*reminded of unhappy events
aniway had a nice dinner at kopitiam in yishun.. thanks bingrong for directions to my frenz wake.
rin condition worsen. sent her back hm with dad waiting for her downstairs.. wondering if she gt a lecture....anywae. ms rin if ur reading this.. DUN SKIP that ANTIBIOTIC. : )

and thanks yihan for asking why i went drinking
and like i said, its bout life.. matters.. ppl...n my stupid self.


granted that not all things are balance in life
and they never shall be.
it will be good if we dont measure them up.


mood: confused,gloomy,*dunno wad to do*

song: blurry