life just like ur tendon.. one wrong move.. gone.hahaha

It seems that after that incident where I torn my ACL,my knee would neva turn out to be normal again. That very problem have given me endless headache as well as new problems.. its kinda sucky and not comforting to know that after ACL reconstruction… things might just improve… but.. it would neva be back to normal.
Playing soccer.. resulted in my stupid injuries.. b ut the xray also mention that its chronic..oh well.. veri fan about this matter.and the doc sux. Seems like goin or nt goin for the operation have their own complications..oh well even after I go for ACL reconstruction.. the damage to my knee would have already been done.. my menicus has taken a substantial load over the past 8 mths. They are wearing out…. So at the end of the dae when all is fix.. I think..it will neva be the same old knee eva again.. the one I relied so trustingly for the past 22 yrs.. haha…n I would have to adapt all over again.. to this new knee…………… that's wad i call ........ life ….in and off it....it s just funny....interesting... stupid.. irritating... fustrating....etc.. mix them all up n its... LIFE.